Fuck i have put on like 15 pounds in the last month.
I think it might be time to make a doctors apointment. Over the last month and a half i have felt off. Like i have been progessively getting weaker. My time running a mile has gotten worse. My lifts have gotten weaker. I am no where near where i should be. I thought it was because my diet got a little questionable so i got really strict with what i have been eating. I have been paying attention to hitting my macros. My water intake has been flawless. I changed up my gym routine. Over all i feel like there is no reason i shouldnt be feeling a 100%. I am actually starting to worry. Well tumblr friends what is your take? Like i said i am really starting to worry.
Excuse me while I have a mental breakdown over how fucking stupid and pointless and a waste of my fucking time this course is.
This post basically sums up college.
Fuck what my stomach looks like in a bikini or what my thighs look like in shorts. I want my plate to be colorful for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I want to run a mile and feel like running 10 more afterwards. I want to feel like I’m filled to the brim with energy all day long. I just want to be healthy.
I whole heartly agree with this. Execpt i would be worried about what i look like in a bikini.